Stress...The good and the bad!!!

Stress is one word that could make ppl tremble with fear or giddy with excitement not sure I belong which category but I'm leaning toward the giddy with excitement category although I never had headaches due to excitement but I do get the occasional burst of gut wrenching headaches when I'm stressing hehhe...I think everyone need stress and the pressure to get the job done...Imagine if there's no stress at all,nothing will ever get done.Ppl at my sip[my sch attachment which is kinda pathetic ,got no pay
:(] had been on my case saying that i've been working too hard and making them look bad even my team leader says that i'm giving him stress for being so hardworking...I dun get it...It is bad to work hard and get things done??how absurd!!!I juz dun like to waste time dilly dally and like getting thing done fast....so that i won't be stressed later...btw do you guys noe there's different stages of stress....the worst case of stress could affect your well-being and kill you...I juz dun want my stress to get to that stage and get killed....but I dunno mayb i should juz take thing easy and amble along like everyone else...And before i knew it, i'm dead hehee..But i guess i do thrive on stress cause each time i get things to do,I'll get a thrill of adrenaline....Isn't that weird of me hehhe

Stop matchmaking!!

I just dun get it!!So wat if I have been single for almost 6 yrs....That does not give everyone I noe the privilege of introducing their single,available and desperate guy frens...I love the way that I am now...I'm not miserable at all...People think that by being single is not a choice but it is a choice for me...I wouldn't really think that I'm able to sacrifice my freedom for any guy cause relationship requires plenty of sacrifices especially my freedom and time...So unless there some guy out there that can allow me to be with him without sacrificing the freedom that I have,able to make me laugh all the time and a Liverpool fan.Of course I understand that some time would definitely be spent on my guy but he must not expect me to drop everything just b'cause he says so.I have a life too and I deserve to live it.To all the matchmakers out there this is the type of guy that I like.So good luck in finding the guy for me...Trust me you all are going to need badly..How I know that?that b'cause i've trying to find him too and it took me almost my whole life now.All I have to say now is HAPPY SEARCHING!!!:-)

Back again...

If anyone had notice it has been quite a long time since a new post was written on my blog..Tat's b'cause my modem had been down for a while so i was unable to write the blog as often as i like hehe...dun worry now i got it fixed i'm gonna write as often as i can...nothing amazing happening in my life rite now....I truly wish that my life could do with a little more magic.....like falling in love...u noe its been such a long time since i like a guy...i mean truly to like a guy and go out on a date...its been hard... i'm not looking 4 pity if u think that's wat i'm looking 4...i doing juz fine on my own....its juz tat sumtimes i do get lonely or i hav sumting great or sad to share,i realise tat i have no one to share it wif...tat's kind of sad..its not tat i dun try but i juz can't find sumone tat could make me feel like wanting to be with him...i date but when i'm out,i wish tat i was sumwhere else and there making boring small talk