ONLY WHEN I'M WITH U

Only when i'm with u
Can time stand still but to pass by so fast
Be relaxed but stressed
be happy but scared

Only when i'm with u
tat the darkness seem to turn bright
I could talk to u all through the night
I only need u to be by my side

Only when I'm with you
I can feel like this
full of wonderful yet conflicting feelings
Yet why am i still hesitating
to accept the heart that u r giving

HOPE!!

Guess what??!! I juz realise that I'm feeling really upset & need someone to talk to but there's no one that i could tink of that I could call..Isn't that kinda sad...does tat mean I'm all alone here..this could be what my life would be like..where everyone have moved on but I'm stuck right here still trapped behind my mask...behind the wall that I have built for my protection..thinking wat the hell I don't need anyone i'm juz fine by myself..but now these walls which serve to protect me have become my prison..been hoping that someone will break through the wall but I could never find someone with the patience or willingness to do it..I have tried to break through the walls myself and I need time to do it..but no one seem to want to wait for me...So what should I do now???I'm feeling so tired..Feel like giving up..but i can't give up cause I still can feel that dim sense of hope...I guess as long as I can feel hope..it's not the end..cause hope always give you something to look forward to...or maybe I'm juz trying to see the glass as half full when actually it's already empty...