Remember that time at west coast, you told me that you feel like you are a creep juz like the song in the Rock band..How very silly..And at that time, I didn't say a word cause I was speechless that you would even think that abt yourself[hmm I don't think you remember it but its ok dun expect you to remember anyways :P].Anyway that conversation has etched in my head till now.
Just to refresh your memory,the song[Creep] goes like this
When you were here before,
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel,
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so very special
But I'm a creep,
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doin' here?
I don't belong here
But actually there's another song that I feel fits you perfectly..and it's called halo..
And it goes like this
Remember those walls I built
Well baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I didn't how it happens or when it starts but all I know is this so many guys have tried to knock down those walls but failed..[You know abt it cause well I told you abt them before ;)]But i guess you juz accepted me with those walls and all and that's why bit by bit those walls starts to fall. I know that our relationship is different from others..And please don't think that I'm asking or expecting more from you cause you have given me everything that I need and more...You have given me the kind of joy that I've never felt before...The pure joy that I only feel when I'm with you..even if we juz meet up in the morning for 15 mins and that is enough for me to have a dopey smile on my face the entire day.[Don't believe can ask my colleagues hehe]
I'm sorry if lately you feel that I'm being clingy cause I've always initiate to meet you but the joy you have given me is quite addictive and I'm trying my best to cut it down and give you your own space. [You have never said anything but I can feel it :P]If you just need to stay at home and chill juz tell me and I'll understand ;)
And please don't feel pressurised or get upset or worried that your feelings are not as strong as mine. I don't really expect you to but of course it will be a bonus if u do :D To me, when you care about someone, you do it without expecting anything in return cause if you do then it will lose its purpose and meaning. So just continue being the incredible, wonderful,lovable person that you are and my silly boy...Happy..Happy Birthday!! Thanks for just being you and remember that I will always feel and see your halo ;)
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