Falling in love..Now that's a scary thought...

I've always been scared of falling in love..To me, it is one of the scariest things in the world..Most of the time I try to convince myself that I'm not in love..Cause just the words "Falling in love" is scary..Have you ever wonder why its called falling in love? Its because when u r in love, its just like falling from certain height..U have no control over it and just have to go with the flow and hope that you land somewhere soft and cuddly or have yourself land on the hard concrete and break into million pieces just like Humpty Dumpty hehe..Maybe you'll say that I'm just a control freak. Well maybe that's true, I do love to be in control and really hate it when things don't go my way :P.. Well yeah I'm a brat so sue me :P

So why is it now me being a falling-in-love-phobic is posting all this lovey dovey crap lately hehe :P
The reason is cause I can't help it..all these sugary side-effects of falling in love is turning my brain into mush and I'm clearly not myself.I've turned totally like one of those chicks in a romantic comedy.[Obviously someone who I don't inspire to be] Having dopey smiles on my face without a reason..Getting positively giddy and looking forward to the weekend..Thinking of what to wear when meeting him..and getting all upset when he says he's too busy to talk..Somebody kill me now why am I behaving this way..this is so not me..All I can blame on is that I am experiencing all these horrible side-effects that you'll get when you are falling in love..


I keep waiting for the bubble that I'm floating in lately to burst and crash land me into the hard concrete floor..But it doesn't seem to be happening in fact everytime I think its going to burst..He'll do something to make my bubble soar even higher..Yes, I'm talking in metaphor..please don't take everything I wrote literally cause you'll never figure it out..[See, I'm turning into a b*tch too OMG].

To summarise this post, what I'm trying to say is I'm absolutely scared and possibly going to freak out soon..wondering what's going to happen next cause I almost could smell in the air that something big is about to happen..Maybe its sixth sense..Yup sorry to disappoint but I don't see dead people :P Maybe I should just chill and take a deep breath..Yeah..I think its working cause I just managed stop hyperventilating..

So delaila here signing off
Roger and out

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wN9KNVe3l2Y

Love is??

Love has so many different meaning to different ppl...So I did some survey and ask them what is their meaning of love..

Here are a few definition of love:

Ladies:
1)Love is companionship
2)Love is attraction
3)Love is sacrifice
4)Love is 99% pain and 1% ecstasy(I love this ans hehe)
5)Love is Love(huh??I catch no balls)
6)Love is sweet
8)Love is maturity
10)Love is crazy(A very gd ans!)

Guys:
1)Love is complicated(This is another gd ans)
2)Love is sex
3)Love is passion
4)Love is suck(huh??actually i don't get it too)

Hehe..It works..As you can see from my survey, ladies tend to describe as love as something that got to do with emotions..But for guys, they tend to lean towards the physical..So I guess now we know what ladies and guys think abt love eh.. :)

Check out the vid..I think it describe what love is all about :)

My current obsession-BRYAN ADAMS

I guess everyone have their obsession from time to time which is good if you know the limits but its really bad if you let ur obsession affect your life. Ok..ok back to my current obsession(my obsessions change with seasons except FOR my obsession with LIVERPOOL). I been pretty bored at work so I decide to make myself look busy by going to YOUTUBE and looking at the music videos there. I started by looking at the old backstreet boys videos trying to re-capture the good old days i guess hehe(I was laughing my heart out when i watch the Get down video.BSB was so hilarious in that video with their chessy dance moves hehe)


Then I went to look for the song called heaven ( when i first heard the song it was sung by Hady Mirza(the 2nd S'pore idol)) as i really like the song. I finally got to know that the original singer of that song was BRYAN ADAMS. When I heard the version sung by Bryan Adams it was way better than HAdy Mirza...and man! i instantly fall in love with BRYAN ADAMS voice. His voice is so husky and sexy so different from any other male singers..I know he is almost as old as my dad but man! he's a really one hot daddy hehe..His songs were all so beautiful and they really captures what I imagine love is all about(I know what he sings is kinda bullshit cause no one will ever do what he sings in his songs but i still love it)..So guys if u ever wanna impress a gal just sing any BRYAN ADAMS' song to her(or if you can't sing at least dedicate the song to her) cause if BRYAN ADAMS can make me (the cynical one about love) melt when I hear his songs..other gals would just fall on your feet hehe..

THE ONE

Words of romance used to flow through fingers of a naive gal
like a stream after a heavy rain
now the only words she can think of are full of hate and pain

What brought this unexpected change
the gal who used to see things in vivid colors
now views everything as dull and lifeless

Blame the one promised heaven but brought hell
Blame the one who promised smiles but brought tears
blame the one who promised to always care
but now forever gone no longer there

all that is left of the gal
is an empty shell with a mask of smiles for a face
trapped forever with baggage of shattered dreams

If u are asking urself who is that poor gal
who couldn't be free
Look no further
cause the gal I'm writing about is ME

TEARS

Droplets of tears starts to stain my cheeks
As i discover the answers that I seek
how could I be so easily deceived
by all the lies that you weaved

How I hate these tears that are flowing
tears that proves my heart is breaking
but you don't even care that I'm hurting
Not a single remorse & now you are leaving

I believed that you are the one for me
that forever we are meant to be
love is just a word without meaning
Now all i am left with are tears and broken dreams