ONLY ME

Never knew i could feel like this
each night it's u that i miss
with time my love start to grow
and my tears too begin to flow

i dunno why i feel this way
cause i know you dun feel the same
i hope these feelings would vanish away
but deep inside i know it is here to stay

the more i tried to deny what i felt
the more our memories appear in my head
i feel so confused and helpless
only you can cure this craziness

I pray for the day that u will see
that the one you've been looking for is me
then nothing will keep us apart
and there only me in your heart...

Can you keep a secret???

Hmmm....I just finished reading this book called 'Can you keep a secret' by Sophie Kinsella...It's really an enjoyable and funny book..I recommend this book for you all to read...This story is about a gal who blurted out all her secrets to a stranger when she thought she's gonna die cause the plane is crashing....but the twist is that the stranger is actually her boss but she didn't know it....To know more...go read the book lah..heheh

Actually this book made me think...every one has secrets...like how you really hate sumthing but can't say it cause it will hurt ppl feelings....But I'm goonna go for it and tell u all my secrets

1)I sumtime wish that I'm a boy cause boys seem to have more freedom
2)I'm actually a die hard romantic that is waiting to be swept off my feet
3)I get jealous of couples even though I always say that I like being single
4)I envy my sister(the 3rd one) a lot cause things seem to be perfect for her...got a beautiful voice,pretty face and she can make frens so easily
5)I really love flowers especially pink roses although i always say to my sis it's waste of $$$(tat's the jealousy talking)
6)I hate it when ppl call me cute
7)I always secretly wish I could be bad juz to shock ppl heheheh
8)I have a phobia of getting cut by a sharp object(My theory is that mayb in my past life i'm killed by a sharp object)
9)The thing I fear the most:facing rejection(that's why i hate job interviews)
10)I always tot that g-string is really obscene and uncomfortable( i can't understand why ppl would want to wear them)

AND MY BIGGEST SECRET is........YOU DON'T REALLY THINK THAT I WOULD TELL YOU THAT WOULD YOU.....HEHEHEH

Precious things in life!!

What are the most precious things in life?
the anwers are different for everybody
But is you ask me then i'll say
the most precious things in life are free
and they are not even material things

A proud smile of my parent
The shared laughter with my friends
MY FUN Family outings
A hug from my love one *wink*(although i dun have any rite now heheh)
My satisfaction from a job well done
Stupid and silly fights with my siblings
Suprises on my birthday
A phone call or sms from a long lost friend
The time I feel daring enough to bend a rule and no one found out heheh
The time I lend a listening ear to someone
Lend a shoulder for someone to cry on
Sleeping with my cutie cats
Playing with my brothers,nieces or nephews(It's like being a kid again hehe)
Watching sunrise/sunset
Seeing a rainbow
Making a wish on a shooting star
Swimming in the sea

As you can the most precious things are really simple and most important of all they are free..So dun hesitate go start thinking on your precious things in life and tell me about IT:-)

Stress...The good and the bad!!!

Stress is one word that could make ppl tremble with fear or giddy with excitement not sure I belong which category but I'm leaning toward the giddy with excitement category although I never had headaches due to excitement but I do get the occasional burst of gut wrenching headaches when I'm stressing hehhe...I think everyone need stress and the pressure to get the job done...Imagine if there's no stress at all,nothing will ever get done.Ppl at my sip[my sch attachment which is kinda pathetic ,got no pay
:(] had been on my case saying that i've been working too hard and making them look bad even my team leader says that i'm giving him stress for being so hardworking...I dun get it...It is bad to work hard and get things done??how absurd!!!I juz dun like to waste time dilly dally and like getting thing done fast....so that i won't be stressed later...btw do you guys noe there's different stages of stress....the worst case of stress could affect your well-being and kill you...I juz dun want my stress to get to that stage and get killed....but I dunno mayb i should juz take thing easy and amble along like everyone else...And before i knew it, i'm dead hehee..But i guess i do thrive on stress cause each time i get things to do,I'll get a thrill of adrenaline....Isn't that weird of me hehhe

Stop matchmaking!!

I just dun get it!!So wat if I have been single for almost 6 yrs....That does not give everyone I noe the privilege of introducing their single,available and desperate guy frens...I love the way that I am now...I'm not miserable at all...People think that by being single is not a choice but it is a choice for me...I wouldn't really think that I'm able to sacrifice my freedom for any guy cause relationship requires plenty of sacrifices especially my freedom and time...So unless there some guy out there that can allow me to be with him without sacrificing the freedom that I have,able to make me laugh all the time and a Liverpool fan.Of course I understand that some time would definitely be spent on my guy but he must not expect me to drop everything just b'cause he says so.I have a life too and I deserve to live it.To all the matchmakers out there this is the type of guy that I like.So good luck in finding the guy for me...Trust me you all are going to need badly..How I know that?that b'cause i've trying to find him too and it took me almost my whole life now.All I have to say now is HAPPY SEARCHING!!!:-)

Back again...

If anyone had notice it has been quite a long time since a new post was written on my blog..Tat's b'cause my modem had been down for a while so i was unable to write the blog as often as i like hehe...dun worry now i got it fixed i'm gonna write as often as i can...nothing amazing happening in my life rite now....I truly wish that my life could do with a little more magic.....like falling in love...u noe its been such a long time since i like a guy...i mean truly to like a guy and go out on a date...its been hard... i'm not looking 4 pity if u think that's wat i'm looking 4...i doing juz fine on my own....its juz tat sumtimes i do get lonely or i hav sumting great or sad to share,i realise tat i have no one to share it wif...tat's kind of sad..its not tat i dun try but i juz can't find sumone tat could make me feel like wanting to be with him...i date but when i'm out,i wish tat i was sumwhere else and there making boring small talk