Someone has been invading my deepest thoughts!!

HE TOLD ME THAT HE'S BEEN READING MY BLOG!!Both of them in fact!!Oh my god..I was so horrified especially with all the lovey dovey crap I've been posting lately..you must be thinking why should I be when what I'm posting is meant to be read by everyone so why not him..Well I had my 1st blog ever since my late 1st year/early 2nd year in poly and he never even once read it voluntarily unless I force him to hehe..I initially tried to get him on the blogging wagon and reluctantly he did but it lasted for abt 3 weeks i think hehe...So I thought putting out my thoughts in my blogs would be safe cause he won't be reading it..but unfortunately well I thought wrong... And since I know him so well, I knew that he's going to tease me on all the lovey dovey stuff I posted..[haiz now I can no longer act all aloof and mysterious :P since he now knows the effect he has on me and how much I actually cared abt him]. But after I did some thinking, I realised that this might not be such a bad thing after all..because I do have nothing to hide and I do express my thoughts better in writing than verbally so there are more pros than cons on this..But I only have one peeve on this, cause now he'll know about my thoughts but I won't know what he thinks of them as I said earlier, I knew him very well and knowing him, he'll never ever put down his comment on anything that I posted..So kinda unfair don't you think..Anyway if u are reading this, don't worry I won't be censoring my posts just because I know you might be reading them cause that would be defeating the purpose of my blogs which is just to put down everything that I'm thinking about and things that I need to vent out :)And so maybe now you'll get an idea how my complicated mind actually works ;)