ONLY ME

Never knew i could feel like this
each night it's u that i miss
with time my love start to grow
and my tears too begin to flow

i dunno why i feel this way
cause i know you dun feel the same
i hope these feelings would vanish away
but deep inside i know it is here to stay

the more i tried to deny what i felt
the more our memories appear in my head
i feel so confused and helpless
only you can cure this craziness

I pray for the day that u will see
that the one you've been looking for is me
then nothing will keep us apart
and there only me in your heart...

Can you keep a secret???

Hmmm....I just finished reading this book called 'Can you keep a secret' by Sophie Kinsella...It's really an enjoyable and funny book..I recommend this book for you all to read...This story is about a gal who blurted out all her secrets to a stranger when she thought she's gonna die cause the plane is crashing....but the twist is that the stranger is actually her boss but she didn't know it....To know more...go read the book lah..heheh

Actually this book made me think...every one has secrets...like how you really hate sumthing but can't say it cause it will hurt ppl feelings....But I'm goonna go for it and tell u all my secrets

1)I sumtime wish that I'm a boy cause boys seem to have more freedom
2)I'm actually a die hard romantic that is waiting to be swept off my feet
3)I get jealous of couples even though I always say that I like being single
4)I envy my sister(the 3rd one) a lot cause things seem to be perfect for her...got a beautiful voice,pretty face and she can make frens so easily
5)I really love flowers especially pink roses although i always say to my sis it's waste of $$$(tat's the jealousy talking)
6)I hate it when ppl call me cute
7)I always secretly wish I could be bad juz to shock ppl heheheh
8)I have a phobia of getting cut by a sharp object(My theory is that mayb in my past life i'm killed by a sharp object)
9)The thing I fear the most:facing rejection(that's why i hate job interviews)
10)I always tot that g-string is really obscene and uncomfortable( i can't understand why ppl would want to wear them)

AND MY BIGGEST SECRET is........YOU DON'T REALLY THINK THAT I WOULD TELL YOU THAT WOULD YOU.....HEHEHEH

Precious things in life!!

What are the most precious things in life?
the anwers are different for everybody
But is you ask me then i'll say
the most precious things in life are free
and they are not even material things

A proud smile of my parent
The shared laughter with my friends
MY FUN Family outings
A hug from my love one *wink*(although i dun have any rite now heheh)
My satisfaction from a job well done
Stupid and silly fights with my siblings
Suprises on my birthday
A phone call or sms from a long lost friend
The time I feel daring enough to bend a rule and no one found out heheh
The time I lend a listening ear to someone
Lend a shoulder for someone to cry on
Sleeping with my cutie cats
Playing with my brothers,nieces or nephews(It's like being a kid again hehe)
Watching sunrise/sunset
Seeing a rainbow
Making a wish on a shooting star
Swimming in the sea

As you can the most precious things are really simple and most important of all they are free..So dun hesitate go start thinking on your precious things in life and tell me about IT:-)

Stress...The good and the bad!!!

Stress is one word that could make ppl tremble with fear or giddy with excitement not sure I belong which category but I'm leaning toward the giddy with excitement category although I never had headaches due to excitement but I do get the occasional burst of gut wrenching headaches when I'm stressing hehhe...I think everyone need stress and the pressure to get the job done...Imagine if there's no stress at all,nothing will ever get done.Ppl at my sip[my sch attachment which is kinda pathetic ,got no pay
:(] had been on my case saying that i've been working too hard and making them look bad even my team leader says that i'm giving him stress for being so hardworking...I dun get it...It is bad to work hard and get things done??how absurd!!!I juz dun like to waste time dilly dally and like getting thing done fast....so that i won't be stressed later...btw do you guys noe there's different stages of stress....the worst case of stress could affect your well-being and kill you...I juz dun want my stress to get to that stage and get killed....but I dunno mayb i should juz take thing easy and amble along like everyone else...And before i knew it, i'm dead hehee..But i guess i do thrive on stress cause each time i get things to do,I'll get a thrill of adrenaline....Isn't that weird of me hehhe

Stop matchmaking!!

I just dun get it!!So wat if I have been single for almost 6 yrs....That does not give everyone I noe the privilege of introducing their single,available and desperate guy frens...I love the way that I am now...I'm not miserable at all...People think that by being single is not a choice but it is a choice for me...I wouldn't really think that I'm able to sacrifice my freedom for any guy cause relationship requires plenty of sacrifices especially my freedom and time...So unless there some guy out there that can allow me to be with him without sacrificing the freedom that I have,able to make me laugh all the time and a Liverpool fan.Of course I understand that some time would definitely be spent on my guy but he must not expect me to drop everything just b'cause he says so.I have a life too and I deserve to live it.To all the matchmakers out there this is the type of guy that I like.So good luck in finding the guy for me...Trust me you all are going to need badly..How I know that?that b'cause i've trying to find him too and it took me almost my whole life now.All I have to say now is HAPPY SEARCHING!!!:-)

Back again...

If anyone had notice it has been quite a long time since a new post was written on my blog..Tat's b'cause my modem had been down for a while so i was unable to write the blog as often as i like hehe...dun worry now i got it fixed i'm gonna write as often as i can...nothing amazing happening in my life rite now....I truly wish that my life could do with a little more magic.....like falling in love...u noe its been such a long time since i like a guy...i mean truly to like a guy and go out on a date...its been hard... i'm not looking 4 pity if u think that's wat i'm looking 4...i doing juz fine on my own....its juz tat sumtimes i do get lonely or i hav sumting great or sad to share,i realise tat i have no one to share it wif...tat's kind of sad..its not tat i dun try but i juz can't find sumone tat could make me feel like wanting to be with him...i date but when i'm out,i wish tat i was sumwhere else and there making boring small talk

GUESS WHO'S BACK!!

Hi ppl!It's me.....I'm back....This is the first week of sch and I'm already swamped with things to do....got to do research for an assignment.....study for E Maths 3 quiz next week.......need to understand words that have no meaning for the MCT problem based learning.....Yup..the stress is back again and it's just the 1st week.....WHAT A WONDERFUL LIFE I'VE GOT.....ALL WORK NO PLAY....i'm sorry that u guys have to read abt this....but i've got to let go sumwhere 'cause if not i'll go crazy!!!My birthday went great....I went to escape theme park with thee of my good friends and i shouted/screamed/holler/all of the above in all the rides.....It's was fantastic...although the rain did dampen our spirit a bit cause we didn't managed to play the go-kart....but our spirits went back up when we sang karaoke....As you can see i celebrated my b'day by making plenty of noise heheh...maybe it's b'cause i'm a quiet gal by nature and i need to unleashed my wild side hehe

FINALLY IT'S OVER.!!! TIME TO P.A.R.T.Y

Sorry for not updating my blog for quite sometime....It's juz that i'm busy studying like crazy for my exams and now the worst is partly over but not yet....THERE's STILL THE RESULTS>>>dun really noe if i'll do great cause sum of the questions does suck and pretty damn hard but all i got to do now is juz wait and of course p.a.r.t.y at the same time rite....but it might get a little boring staying at home doing nothing that's why i'm planning to find a job and get some $$$ to go shopping and that will be the icing on the cake ladies and gentlemen heheh btw it might be quite sometime before i'll update my blog again cause my internet is down...and since its the sch holidays you dun expect me to come to sch juz to update my blog rite....NO WAY i'm gonna do that NEVER..pretty sick of this sch actually now although i might miss it later during the holidays...SO...so long people and have a wonderful life......Delaila here....over and out...heheh

mY FaMILY AnD i

Feeling quite good today...everything is going on great...just finish my java presentation today and it's not as hard as i tot it would be...the last weekend is wonderful too..I ate with my whole family yesterday and spent the whole sunday together...you might think wat's the big deal and how lame this gal is to spent her weekends with her family....but to me this is really a big deal cause it's really rare for my family to spent time together as most of my family members are busy with their own stuffs.And it's really sad cause ppl take spending time with their family member for granted and prefer to spent time with their bf/gf or frens....as a results kinship began to drift apart and family members became strangers living under one roof.....and would only start to regret when their family members are gone....this is a scary tot for me and I hope it will never happen to me... tat is why i make an effort to ask my parents and siblings abt their day and if they are going out,i ask them where they are going...but too bad sumtimes they mistook my concern, they think that i'm trying to be a busybody...especially my dearest sisters...it does hurt when they say that but its ok...i understand...i will still continue to talk to them cause i really care...My family is really important to me...They are more important to me than my friends and boyfren(if I have one heheh) cause to me, frens and boyfrens come and go but family is FOREVER....no matter wat they always be by your side even if you dun care abt them.SO TAKE SOME TIME AND TALK TO YOUR FAMILY CAUSE THEY ARE THE ONLY ONES YOU CAN TURN TO WHEN YOU ARE IN TROUBLE...;-)

What a Week!!!

This week is really the busiest week of my entire semester.....I had to complete two project,having to study and doing the two quizes and finally a lab test....hai....wat a long week ....wait a min wat am i saying?....I should say wat a short week so many things to do so little time...And even worst there's no one commenting on my blog....*sigh* except for of course the one and only revelc.....actually i dun even get wat's he's trying to say on his comments....it's juz too profound for me....all i know is that he's feeling hurt and upset over sumthing i did but i already said i'm sorry wat...he really should learn how to forgive and forget....all i can do is to say sorry and although I did the same mistake again thrice with him but i never done it purposely to spite him but it seems like he thinks that i'm purposely doing it to him .....but i'm only human rite...human make mistakes....i never said that i'm perfect....but if he can't learn to accept my mistake and keep bringing it up...then i'm not the one with a problem....he's the one that got a problem

How come nobody's reading and commenting my blog:(

this is so weird...nobody's reading my blog although it's there for you guys to read....Why is this happening??is it because my blog is too boring....well that's too bad this is my life story....i really have to admit my life is kind of boring and monotone and very routine....but at least i'm honest rite....or do you guys prefer me to cook up some old grandma story abt my life filled with adventure and romance....if that is what you are looking for then you are at the wrong place,you should be curled up somewhere reading a fiction book not here reading my blog from your monitor....This is a true life story happening to a girl somewhere on planet earth, some sort like a autobiography, only less spectacular causing i'm not someone amazing...or special...i'm just you average girl next door.....ppl like you...so pls if your are reading this leave me some comment even though its something nasty heheh I guess you must be thinking this gal must be really desperate for some comments...YES...I'm going to admit it I AM REALLY DESPERATE FOR SOME COMMENT CAUSE I'M TIRED OF WRITING MY BLOG AND NO ONE IS READING AND COMMENTING ON IT!!!I thought blogging is supposed to be fun....

Hi!It's me again....had a good nite sleep yesterday so feeling chirpy today...revelc where did you go i reach the sch and you were gone.... tried calling you but my hp low value so i used the public phone but i can't hear you..can only here the background sounds maybe there something wrong with your phone...hmm i noe its my fault i came late sorry...really sorry...dun be angry k...
but u noe me rite i'm a latecomer...truly sorry...btw wrote my comment in your blog so dun forget to read it k ;)

What a sucky day for me!!

Although today is the weekend, it doesn't start off very well for me....1st of all i didn't have enough sleep and woke up with a headache....then i had to do a stupid maths quiz which i had not studied with a pounding headache...i'm already feeling quite irritated....my friend tickles me trying to make me laugh but i end up more irritated ....rite now i'm doing my java programming project which is so damn tough....I had to do a calendar...but rite now i can't seem to get the date to be placed at the rite day.....must be something wrong with the formula but what???....i just can't figure it out...can someone help me out pls.....??? It's already so late now.....and i'm still in sch doing this idiotic project and on a weekend some more....wat a waste of my weekend!!!:-(

My 1st ever blog!!

Hi!to all the ppl out there!!:-)wat's up??being a new blogger here...i dun really noe wat to do and expect...wat do ppl normaly write in their blog anyway...I guess i should just start by introducing myself....i'm a shy person when you 1st noe me cause i dun really talk much but i can be quite a crazy and silly sometimes just ask my frens...i tell them lame jokes all the time hehe... actually i do that just to irritate them hehe...currently i'm studying at temasek polytechnic and i'm from Singapore....basically my life seems to be full of stress 'cause the educational system here sucks...and i dun even have the time to find a guy....i dun really mind not having a boyfren but the thing is i'm really sick of going to blind dates set up by my parents,sisters,frens.it was like as if i can't find my own guy...i noe i'm single for almost 6 yrs but that doesn't mean i need a guy to complete me....i'm pretty happy with the way i'm living rite now...cause relationships are complicated and i dun think i'm ready to invest my time and sacrifice my independence with any Tom,Dick and Harry....unless of course he's my soulmate.....So my soulmate...wherever you are come find me soon before i get fed up and choose any Tom,Dick and Harry hehhe